Sincerely Pandrea

"We do not grow absolutely, chronologically. We grow sometimes in one dimension, and not in another; unevenly. We grow partially. We are relative. We are mature in one realm, childish in another. The past, present, and future mingle and pull us backward, forward, or fix us in the present. We are made up of layers, cells, constellations.” -Anais Nin


All the ice cream!

Yesterday I got my tonsils removed!

I’m not gonna lie, it was a little scary. 

I had never had surgery before ever. The IV stuff… the anesthesia.. yea that was intense. I remember them putting the mask on me in the operating room and I was out by my third breath. I woke up coughing while the nurses were rolling me to recovery. I tasted blood and thought that I had opened the wounds where they performed surgery and the nurses were saying stuff and stopped rolling me and I go scared. But then I passed out. 

Next time I woke up I heard people before I opened my eyes. When I opened them I found that it was hard for me to breathe. Then my dad walked in and I really couldn’t breathe. I started panicing a little and then I started crying a little. My mom said I was really white and my dad started to freak out and then I knocked out again. 

I woke up later and slowly was ok.. just in time to go home. 

I slept aaaaall day yesterday. It was great. 

And now I get to eat all the ice cream! Actually.. it’s the only thing that doesn’t hurt to eat. 

The only thing that bugs me is that I can’t talk and people keep asking me questions that aren’t yes or no! My mom even called me at like 9 this morning! I answered but couldn’t say anything. Haaaallooooo! Crazy people.

Haha well.. Chicago’s tonight! woo! 

Pain meds. 

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