Sincerely Pandrea

"We do not grow absolutely, chronologically. We grow sometimes in one dimension, and not in another; unevenly. We grow partially. We are relative. We are mature in one realm, childish in another. The past, present, and future mingle and pull us backward, forward, or fix us in the present. We are made up of layers, cells, constellations.” -Anais Nin



So here it is. The cliche end of the year post…even though technically it’s already the beginning of the new year.. but regardless! here it is.

This year was filled with.. stuff. A ton of it. 

There were a lot of ups and a lot of downs. A lot of downs that took me lower than I have ever been before. The kind that rattled my brain, made me question the things I never thought I would, revealed to me a different part of myself, made me lose myself, and then find myself again. 

This year wasn’t easy. Unfortunately, I can honestly say that there were more sad times than happy ones. But boy were the happy times happy.

And that’s the important part. I feel like I’ve grown from the things I’ve been through and now I appreciate those happy times a lot more. 

I could recap the year or at least name a couple monumental events but that has never really been my style on here. Even if I did, I’m pretty sure it wouldn’t mean much or make much sense to most of you. 

So instead I’m just going to say bye to 2012 and hello to 2013.

I know that it is said often at the beginning of each New Year but, I really believe that there are a lot of possibilites in store for me this year and I’m going to make them into realities. 

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